Let it burst(and bloom)

And trying to not think too hard about things.

I think I’ll reread the Fountainhead after I finish. That just seems like the logical progression of books.

Then maybe I’ll go to the library and get Naked Lunch, and On The Road, and Walden, and all the rest.

I don’t know why I always feel the need to think so much during the holidays. December is always just a really bad time for me. And I hate how Christmas will never be as good as it was when we were kids.

I feel like watching someting really profound. Maybe I’ll watch Winter’s Bone later. I wish Ben could watch it with me, but he’s still doing the video shoot, so he can’t. And I probably won’t see him tonight, or talk to him much on the phone, which is lame because I want to hear about how the music video is going. But I’ll hopefully see him sometime tomorrow. We’ll see.